A Quiet Confession

Today was challenging, feeling like I was off track. Despite intentions to create, unexpected responsibilities arose. Frustration surfaced, fueled by self-doubt over unmet goals. However, I realized that mundane tasks hold value too, like planning for festivals and simple moments of reflection. I faced my inner-critic, seeking grace amidst chaos, and learned the importance of vulnerability by requesting a meeting adjustment. Many share similar days, where much is achieved despite appearing unproductive.

Reflection 06.01.25

The reflection encourages individuals to explore their hidden strengths, often masked by shame or fear of judgment. Carl Jung's concept of the "shadow" highlights how these traits, considered weaknesses, can actually be sources of power. Embracing these qualities leads to personal integration and fulfillment. The narrative suggests a guided exercise of visualization to discover and honor these hidden aspects, which can enhance one's life immensely when acknowledged and utilized.

The Road…

As I drive to my destination along the River Tweed My heart settles...I can see the farmland and the rolling hills Softened by the damp air.It hasn't rained today but everything is still wet from the day before.The winter-green is greener Than I imagined were possible.The buildings, grey, to match the day.It's a two o'clock … Continue reading The Road…

Dear Phoenix…

The content reflects on living with chronic illness and the cycles of suffering and healing, likening this experience to the myth of the Phoenix. It emphasizes the importance of self-compassion, resilience, and forgiveness in facing personal struggles. The author encourages individuals to embrace their unique journeys, acknowledging the pain while finding renewal and strength in their transformation. Each day offers an opportunity to rise again.

Challenges Of Moving Part 2, Managing Asthma

In 2023, I finally regained full use of my ankle after extensive rehabilitation, allowing me to enjoy walking. However, moving to Scotland exposed me to cold air that exacerbated my asthma, leading to significant health challenges. After battling medication side effects and hospital visits, I found a new treatment. A pulmonary rehabilitation program provided essential insights on managing my condition. Ultimately, I learned to seek solutions rather than succumb to negativity due to environmental impacts on my health.

1969

What major historical events do you remember? Neil Armstrong landed on the moon (major world event) A major earthquake ripped through the Cape and shook our walls and windows so that things fell and cracks appeared while my mother and I and 5 kittens retreated to our car My father (Welwood Armstrong) died just before … Continue reading 1969

Speechless

My heart is filled with grief for the world I walk a balancing of caring until it hurts And blocking the pain out What this world needs is not peace It needs LoveWhat will peace mean if there's no LoveWe can pray for peaceBut Peace can be a shirade Where hidden underneath we at best … Continue reading Speechless

Looking at Art from a Different Point of View

The content discusses how cultural programming affects perceptions of art and creativity, with many believing lies about their abilities. It highlights the importance of creativity for survival and showcases children's various artistic expressions. The text advocates for embracing diverse forms of art without shame, emphasizing personal exploration and expression as key to enjoying creativity.

More Than Words: The Use of Texture and Expression in Visual Journaling (part 4 of my journaling journey)

Visual journaling encourages self-expression without the need for artistic talent. It allows individuals to process emotions using sketches, symbols, and textures. Drawing can be spontaneous and liberating, serving as a personal and private space for reflection. The author aims to inspire creativity while exploring emotions through this personal practice.