The content reflects on living with chronic illness and the cycles of suffering and healing, likening this experience to the myth of the Phoenix. It emphasizes the importance of self-compassion, resilience, and forgiveness in facing personal struggles. The author encourages individuals to embrace their unique journeys, acknowledging the pain while finding renewal and strength in their transformation. Each day offers an opportunity to rise again.
The Journey
My Friday Studio:Sitting in My studio
Today was a time for mostly resting and connecting; connecting with my old journals as I puttered around. It's only as we slow down that we find the gems to share with each other.That was today's studio time. When I sit... When I sit in the sunBy the window Slowly sipping my teaI feel the … Continue reading My Friday Studio:Sitting in My studio
First Snow, This Morning
We have snow On the hillsOpposite us. Just a dusting. Like icing sugar Sprinkled on a cake. The river flowsSalmon pinkunder the sun riseAnd dogs playIn the park below.No wonder DJumped back into bedFeeling like an icicle As he cuddled close to me.Now the earth prepares To sleep under Blankets of snow I find myself … Continue reading First Snow, This Morning
Storm Amy Passed Over Us
Morag documents her anxiety and experiences while Derek worked on constructing his office amidst the approaching Storm Amy. Despite initial good weather, high winds caused a portion of the roof to blow off. After assessing damage the next morning, Derek worked to secure it, ultimately succeeding as the storm subsided.
Is the Office Building Finished?
Derek is currently building a new office while managing a global business with clients and employees across various time zones. He balances his work between office routines and construction, using flexible hours to juggle responsibilities. Although the office structure is up, it isn't ready for use due to weather-related delays. The couple has decided against further major renovations, allowing them to focus on completing essential tasks and enjoying life together.
Wedding Anniversary Month, poem from 2020
My Love 22 April 2020My love,He gets better with ageMy love she’s a magnificent communicatorMy love cares every momentOur love is OneSupport and Freedom weaving their wayInto a stronger container of space for all needs.Our love is continuous so long as we nurturer it.Our love expands into the freedom that we give it.Our love never … Continue reading Wedding Anniversary Month, poem from 2020
Chronic Illness
Sometimes it's best to work with what is happening in one's body than to fight it. Let your body heal, treat it kindly, and give your mind some freedom from all the shoulds, have to's and expectations. Hold yourself with Compassion and Kindness. Blaming, shaming and guilt are cruel. They don't get you anywhere. What … Continue reading Chronic Illness
Challenges Of Moving Part 2, Managing Asthma
In 2023, I finally regained full use of my ankle after extensive rehabilitation, allowing me to enjoy walking. However, moving to Scotland exposed me to cold air that exacerbated my asthma, leading to significant health challenges. After battling medication side effects and hospital visits, I found a new treatment. A pulmonary rehabilitation program provided essential insights on managing my condition. Ultimately, I learned to seek solutions rather than succumb to negativity due to environmental impacts on my health.
1969
What major historical events do you remember? Neil Armstrong landed on the moon (major world event) A major earthquake ripped through the Cape and shook our walls and windows so that things fell and cracks appeared while my mother and I and 5 kittens retreated to our car My father (Welwood Armstrong) died just before … Continue reading 1969
The Challenges of Moving Countries, part 1
The author reflects on the chaotic experience of relocating from South Africa to Scotland, describing it as a "guddle," a Scottish term for confusion. While embracing this chaos, she acknowledges the stress of navigating a new life, learning unfamiliar systems, and sacrificing beloved art supplies. Despite this turmoil stifling her creativity, she found solace in knitting, which provided moments of expressiveness. Ultimately, the journey demands resilience and adaptability, illustrating the complexities of starting anew in later life.
Morag Noffke 